Cats, tattoos and unconditional love

I often hear people say they don’t like cats because they are ungrateful. What they really mean is that cats are not loyal, dependent and needy creatures.  People expect unconditional love from their pets but as a rule you do not get from cats.

If cats don’t like their home they look for somewhere else to go (as long as they aren’t locked, obviously).  The only pet I have had as an adult was a cat that chose to live with us.  He came from a messy house full of cats and for a while shared his time between a few neighbors, until he eventually chose to make ours his permanent home. He remained with us until he died a few years later.

Cats are uncompromising in making their boundaries clear.  If they love your company they show it, if they don’t, there is nothing you can do about it.  What is seen as ungratefulness, I see as independence and this is the characteristic that most appeals to me in cats.

If you think about it, don’t human beings enter relationships because of what the other person gives them?  I have no statistics to back me up but I would say that, if we were truly honest, most of us would admit that what we love in our partners – their kindness (good to me); their sense of humor (keep me entertained); their money (comfortable life); their good looks (good genes for procreation) or the same values (easy life) – is what makes us feel good, safe or whatever it is we need to feel happy.

Most people would not choose a partner that makes them unhappy (there are exceptions I know).  Eventually some relationships end up that way but that was not the goal.  And most people chose to move on – again I know there are many complexities in human interaction but given the choice, most people would choose to be happy.

Putting aside the myriad issues that may stop a person from taking action, most people want to move away from situations that make them unhappy and look for new opportunities to become happy.

Now what does this talk about cats, relationships and unconditional love has to do with tattoos?

My niece loves body art and plans to have several tattoos done. I have to confess that whilst I truly admire the art I do not appreciate tattooed bodies.  And the idea that my niece will be ‘defacing’ (my opinion) her beautiful body kills me!

During my last visit, my niece asked me if I would be with her while she was getting her first major tattoos done, a couple of days before I was due to leave. Her asking me to be part of such a significant event to her meant a lot to me.  I only see her a couple of times a year and we don’t communicate a lot in between visits. She could have asked a friend but she asked me, her aunt, to be with her!

She did not tell her parents what she was going to do.  I became anxious about this as I felt I was betraying my sister’s trust.  After some thinking, I told my niece I would not speak with her mother (my sister) about it but I would not lie if she asked me outright why we were spending the morning together.  My niece and I were clear about the agreement and both waited with anticipation and anxiety for the big day.

My niece has learned that her life is easier if her parents only find out about what she does after it has happened.  When I think back at how I was at her age, I remember always being ready to confront my parents about ideas, rights and any controversial topic I felt like shocking them with. But I realize that I also did not tell them about the things that were very personal and important to me or, if I did, it was after the fact. However we feel about it, this is a natural part of growing up.

I spent three hours sitting on a chair, tightly holding on to my niece’s hand while she had two tattoos done.  I did it because I love her.  I did it because it was important for her to have someone there who accepts and respects her choices.  I did it because she needed the support.  I did it because I felt honored that she asked me.

The big question is, did I do it out of unconditional love for her? Or did I do it because I want to be loved by her?  I cannot answer that with true knowledge but if I stick to my own theories about cats and love then I have to presume I did it because on some level it made me happy.  Ultimately I am glad that I did it because I believe it made her happy and that is enough reason for me!

Advertisements

8 thoughts on “Cats, tattoos and unconditional love

  1. I loved this post, lena and I completely agree about cats. Wether we do loving things for the need of love or because we love, well, to me, as long as the operative word is love 🙂 because I too don’t know the answer to that one.

  2. I absolutely agree with you. As much as you didn’t like tattoos, you allowed her to have it. The only thing some may argue is this: would you let a loved one have their way with something you fear may do them bodily harm in the future?

  3. That is a very though question Uzoma. When you care for someone you do your utmost to help them understand the potential consequences of their actions but in the end you cannot stop them from making their own choices. What you can always do however, is be there for them when they need you.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s